addictedandfalling
addictedandfalling
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| Member | Apr 1, 2015 (11 years) |
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I am a 25 year old drug addicted. I have been battling this disease for over 15 years. I began my drug abuse known as "huffing" air duster cans. I soon upgraded to MJ, Coricidin Cough and Cold, Cocain, Meth, Heroin, Oxyconntin, Dilaudin, Acid, Mushrooms, any type of pill I could get my hands on... You get the picture. I am writing this blog mainly because I am lonely. I have been having thought of ending my life. I don't see the point of continuning to live this lifestyle anymore and at this point I don't know what to do. I have been to three psychiattic hospitals. I have gone to rehab, I have been in several out patient programs, and I still have yet to kick the habit. Even now, as I am writing thing I am on 12 kolonipin 2mg pill and 8 50 mg Tramadol, mixed in with some Serequil, and Welbutron. I stopped posting because I was attending all of these intstitutions and learning about my addiction. I am at the point know, that I have come to the conclusion that this addiction has destroyed everything about me. My soul, sprit, will to live, to love, and to continue on. These are my words to those going through the same thing. I hope that you may find your peice and beat this disease. I am still fighting everyday, but I don't know how much longer this fight will last.
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