andrewcstiles
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Bio
I'm without title or outer human authority.
My school has been real life, my curriculum orchestrated by 'God' or 'LIfe' or my Higher Self.
I make music and art, I write, I speak.
With music, I was on A&M, played Madison Square Garden, things like this. I took all that music down and now play music from 're-awakening' -- It's 'enlightened' music.
I guide people through the human experience, from darkness to light.
I had an illumination in my 20's after several mystical experiences.
I then went through years of an agonizing 'dark night of the soul' -- It was all benefit, like a long winter where much was happening under the surface, though it looked barren and lifeless above ground.
When I re-awakened, all dots connected, all trajectories aligned, as all the questions I'd had my whole life were answered.
The re-awakening included spontaneous mystical healing visions while music and projects birthed through me.
I was meant to be purified to have that experience -- I'd surrendered to the universe and asked to be an Instrument for Love in my 20s, but didn't know the long winter was part of it -- until Spring came.
I'll be sharing the epiphanies I had along the way, all of which together can have the effect on others of 'enlightenment,' even if just small increments, a few rays.
Enlightenment may not be for everyone, though I'd like to think it is. Perhaps it takes many lifetimes to reach. Awakening is different for everyone, as all are wired uniquely and at different stages.
But the Truth is good for anyone who wants it. Not all want it, of course. Not all want to awaken.
I can help people on the cusp, and those are the best for me to work with.
I SEE. And part of what I see in people is their core essence. I also see the structures of beliefs, the identity, the mechanisms inherited, and how these either serve or block them (though it has all served, even if obsolete).
When I work with people one-on-one, very often it's as if curtains open and light pours in and through -- I can actually see it in their eyes.
And then, usually, the curtains close again.
My job is to help people keep them open themselves.
My job is to help people light their pilot lights, and then learn tend to their own Light.
I used to share mine too much and people wanted it from me, and that's not possible.
So when I work with people, they are often uncomfortable at first, as mistruths are brought out and dissolved, dis-spelled. Most think their thoughts are theirs, though most is inherited.
Yet, people become attached to the structures and seeming safety of the mind holding on to something. Ripping this away is not my place, but piece by piece, giving a glimpse here and there, and almost anyone starts to enjoy the process of awakening.
It's actually not 'hard.' It requires Trust, mostly in oneself.
At first though, it of course requires Trust in me, although this is, in essence, just Trust -- and it's not really 'in' anyone, whether oneself, me, etc.
Life is Trustworthy.
Nothing can ever be 'safe,' as nothing is unsafe.
My years in 'dark night of the soul' were fires of purification.
I was made a purer instrument. I have an incorruptible heart, an incorruptible mind.
I don't hurt people, though I stand up for myself and send people away when they're too unconscious to be around or to work with.
And if we're not working when the person is unconscious, we have no business being around one another.
I'm gentle by nature, total empath. I actually had to learn how to be 'tough.'
I'm here to help Humanity -- I and my work are a bridge from the old paradigm to the new paradigm.
This blog is one part of the delivery system.
My music is also part of it, you can listen here:
https://linktr.ee/DrewDrewDrew
And I'm on Instagram @jayzeussguackamoley
https://www.instagram.com/jayzeussguackamoley
I make music as Jayzeuss Guackamoley, a name that loosely means enlightenment is in the everyday, even in the guacamole. (It also just sounds cool!)
Alright, that's my deal, yo. Welcome to the Drewniverse. :)