charish
charish
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I'm Harish. A s/w professional working on a 8-5 job. Very easily bored. Good at boring others too.
That is to put things in a simple way.
If you like complicated stuff, like me, go ahead and read the complicated version below.
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There is no way you will ever understand what i have written. Nor will i ever comprehend what i have done. But i have wrote and done what i have never wanted to do, and i have not done what i hoped to be able to be done.
Maybe you are able to catch the glimse of the complex psyche that i possess right now, but i dont give a damn. Seriously, it doesnt matter anymore. i sometimes see no purpose, and i just live the life i never wanted. I just want to study, i just want things to go my way, i just want this, i want that. But i can never have them. Never never never.
The more i proceed to think about it, the more thoughts i have, and the more confused i become, the more doubtful of the future i become, and the more butterflies i feel in my stomach. Sadly, its been on my mind for a while, and its a hard thought to push away. I need to talk to someone, but i am caught up with work. Guess i have to deal with it slowly myself.
All that aside, I'm bold enuff to say my profound driving force is 'Thinking without intent'.
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