findingmylightstayingstrong
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Bio
I am a 40 yo female struggling with life. I have 5 daughters and a on again off again husband. I served in the military for 20 years and have been pretty much on my own since I was a young kid. I was raised by 2 extremely strong, Hispanic, amazing women, who are both named Stella This also happens to be it for my immediate family.
For the past 15 years I have been with my husband Scott. He is a narcissist and I am an empath. I have been for the better half of 6 years been getting emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and at times physically abused. This actually started from day one and has gone on DAILY for a very long time. And IM OVER IT.
This blog is about loosing my light, my direction in life, my respect, and eventually I almost lost my will to live.
I decided to write a blog and get some of this garbage out of me because it is not doing me or anyone else any favors. I have been through the most twisted series of events followed by extreme stupid decisions, topped with non healthy dose of drug and alcohol abuse.
Follow me as I’m finding my light and staying strong for the moment.