lucifersflame
lucifersflame
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| Member | Jan 26, 2023 (3 years) |
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Bio
I’m 44. I’m a NonTheistic Satanist. I attended Lancaster Bible College for my associate of arts in biblical studies and then I committed suicide (successfully). It was my experience with death that had me questioning the reality of life and god. There is as no bright light no god, heaven or hell. There was nothing. I just seised to exist (5 Drs saying I died), I was lucky to have been brought back. I searched for years to find my own path and then a few years ago I read The Satanic Bible by Anton LaVey. I found it resonated with me in most of what he wrote. This was the beginning of my journey along the Left Hand Path. As time went on I began branching out into other areas of Satanism and I have found my way on the LHP. I am better now than I ever was before. Today I am an official member of 3 different LHP religious/philosophical organizations and they all have been invaluable to me for what I gain and learn from each one. Today I am no longer suicidal and obsess over my own death. I’m no longer in a constant state of feeling guilty because I don’t measure up to the expectations of others. Today I know my life has value. I am okay knowing that life itself has no real meaning, and that’s ok it doesn’t have to. Today as a NonTheistic Satanist I am free to be who I choose to be and I am also able to allow others to be who they choose to be. I know who I am today, and I am happy to be living my life instead of merely surviving an existence. Hail Satan Hail Thyself 🤘🤘
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