miamiscrapper1wisewording
miamiscrapper1wisewording
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Things that I love the most among the "all studies",...Ballet, Piano, choreography,French, Italian, literature, very important for further development as a human person.... Used to master some of the above, now, just in spirit, English, Religion, some time of "religious life" ( to be a nun... had a very strong call for spiritual, theological, and philosophical subjects), a philosophical mind, Family values, Nature, Animals, (have had 5 dogs, 2 cats, several kind of birds, still have 2 dogs. "all of them", only missed the "human appearance")..... And here comes.... what initially I didn't like to study, but later realized that it opened my mind to a better extend, for understanding the "social, economic, and political phenomena", and about "social consciousness", and "human society", and the philosophical roots where all these results stand. Was some how hard for me to go into the portion of matters, that were related with complex, abstract mathematics subjects, never found much enjoyment on it, but at the end, past them all, with acceptable grades, "finally"...This explanations refers all, to a "Bachelor in Economics" gotten, not by my choice....A large part of my life I spent it in a "socialist society in growth"...( that means something different from a more advanced grown one or an almost fully grown one), from the previous existent "communist community"... where "actually", a person couldn't study what their vocation was, you neither couldn't study many careers....just one, determine by a very "precise mathematical instrumented system", created to do a very particular screening, for sorting people into the main interest of "economy" and "society".....As I said, that brought many hard swallowing experiences, but I finally found a release and accommodation to it when understood, how far and wrong can human "social consciousness" go "distorting", when the target for benefits on "social enterprise endeavor " is not precisely the "personalized human been"......
Also study in US, but in this case by my choice Pre-school child development education.... fantastic knowledge about physical, intellectual, emotional and social development and sources to provide it,....And also, I had always a special "thing" for biology, an organic chemistry, so got involved, by my choice too, this time, in pharmacological studies for a Pharmacy Technician License. Really...the reason why I started studying this, was that I felt great fun and satisfaction on going into the micro-world of the synthesis of biological vital elements, and watching closer the connections between chemical reactions and life, and the study thoroughly of the possibilities of how to balance and reduce the painful effects of any intruding prejudicial agent commen, from any inside or outside sources.....Everything actually was satisfying my interest for philosophical, and material knowledge, and finding the connections between everything..."But".... some how and when, sadly, I finally realize that, "that" wasn't the real aim for the pharmacy technician career...everything instead, was more far into the costumer service, managing the computer system, and make a great profit for manufacturers, retail pharmacies, whole sellers,....etc. Even though they had to call constantly for recalls on "many, many medications", recently release, or may be after the established 11 years of patented rights to gather the mayor profit possible,..... well....this acknowledgement drop to the floor my heart once more time,.....at this moment of my life ...I was looking to do something that really finally felt like doing some good, for man kind, and I was definitely disappointed again, cause my humanitarian intentions, and my good deeds were always putted to "dust", and vanish,... so," I " was hardly going to find any "fulfillment for my soul in the wilderness" (this is some analogy, implied from a Chinese cookie, my latest on hand always wise quotations,...actually there is another site call: "ThinkExist.com", from which I used to download Quotes from the brightest mind in the whole History, but they don't permit it anymore, bad, sad ending, but is a GREAT site) .....and then...as it always happens, with some time, I finally found some "kind of composure to this too, at the realization, that all "these happenings", ( like in many, "from time to time" in human history ) are due to very, hard, and difficult times in human "social consciousness", and "mentality"....so, therefore...(we all know), that "changes are inevitable, but you can't yet push the river"...... ( "I'm the lady with the" Big box of Chinese wisdom cookies",...."Remember??".... so there you go again, the last "inwards-out" expression, was an implication from another one of them).
Going back in the line of events,.....around the time of college, and little after of it, I had the amazing opportunity to experience, several limited, partial contacts with other cultures or countries, in school's artistic interchanging trips (dancing), or church relationships, Bulgaria, Russia, Check Republic, Spain, Vasco Country.
Born in USA, left when "6", back at "33" for a few months, then back to stay at "43".......Parents?...in the "spiritual realm" at this moment, that I dearly love, and with whom the time shared on earth, covers the most fantastic and daydreaming life ever, thanks God, they "knew me", and had an eye to precisely fulfill my interest in "knowledge", and directed me to the right sources of it, with the consequent exposer to the most good learning, and experiences. Three older sisters, still on earth with me, kind of love also impose, but draws an other "love-path", "pre-conceive" to go printing on human brain, about some specially dear, boosting and sustainable psychological transitions proper of the brotherhood kind of love,....many great "friends", and "teachers, and other family members, that in the right moment imprinted special information in my soul for present or future steps in life..."Thank you, by the way". Goods, and deceptions happened to me, for lessons at the end. Multiples ways, objects, and objectives, to love, and still possibilities grow. Met a "partner" on 2004, still diving on/and through the trends of life of "different worlds precedency", hard but good for the soul....Still thinking that we can create something beautiful out of this relationship," unique", and "blessed", with the special and specific conjunctions and interactions naturally built by two different souls, with the same good deeds to "safe" and "give" each other, the best of each one's gifts ..... Still, trying too, to put on words the "walking" and "harvests" from "life", and my always at will choice, to embrace, the "spirit matrix" of "good, love, and eternal life".
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