settledgipsy
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Bio
I'm a gipsy. And a citizen - I still couldn't find the proper translation of "polgár", also could say middle class citizen, but not in a way of quantity of life, but quality - of Europe (also not European Union, but simply Europe as a cultural and historical unity). I've been raised in a - for me - strange society, Hungarian. I felt I'm not normal. After, I moved to the US - that was not my intention at all! - and found out that I am normal, just doesn't belong to my native society. Neither the US one, but no problem, I've been already in love with a country in Europe, so after 4 years in NYC, I moved back to Slovenia. This is my home now and forever. It's pretty difficult for me to live here, but my heart does not follow rational arguments. A little update (2021 Spring): this country won't be my home forever as politicians and state workers are nightmare here and I don't want to deal with such cases - what a pity in the 21st century: I'm in love and because of idiots I have to move further as I have far better things to do in life.
And I follow my heart - my brain is pretty much messed up. I still use a phone, not a smart one. Sometimes it's challenging - as I had it before while I needed it -, but it's just at the time when I'm out of my normal life. So visiting friends, hometown Budapest and in general civilization. My closest connection to normal, consuming life is my motorcycle. That, I couldn't get rid of yet. Not that I have to, but everything that takes money, takes time from my life and time is the biggest value for me. I don't like fb, call it fakebook. Not in general, there are great things there - I still use it -, but the will behind it is perfectly unethical - and with the usage, I support this... - and the way loads of people use it is perfectly stupid (don't even mention the generation that "grows up" on fakebook). I'm really happy that I had a chance to grow up as an analog kid and feel sorry for all the generations after me. I won't have children. I can't protect them from this part of the world - I'm not even sure how much would it be necessary -, so I made it simple, not to have them. Still there are amazing children around me, I love them a lot and I give them time, attention and patience as this is what I have. They give me love as this is what they have - smallest the most - and I had / have a lack of it, so try to fill up and learn about it. I like to share my thoughts, but not interested about likes. Interested about other real human beings. Their thoughts in general, reflect on mines, sharing with me others'. I hope this blog will be something like that. I let it to grow naturally - I don't really tell people about it, don't advertise or do anything to increase my publicity. I just write. You just find me. So we find each other. :-) Good to "see" you!