thegreaterkudu
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Bio
First, I’m a believer. Spent eight years in Army Intel. Single father (no help). Majored in English Literature and Korean from University of Oregon. Grew up in Alaska.
I’ve done and risked and lived more than most. I’ve accomplished the incredible...then one day, for no reason I can discern, the successes dries up.
The last ten years can be measured primarily in hurts and failures, which have busted my faith’s foundation. Divorced twice. Two or three other relationships. Cheated on every time save once. Given up on every time save once. Lost many friends. Career implosion.
I know hurt that devastates. I know disappointment and betrayal and the feeling of wanting everything to just end. I know what “not good enough” looks like in the mirror.
But I also know of hope, and I “hold on, when there is nothing left within me except the will which says [to them] hold on.”
I firmly believe that each one of us can find and purpose and fulfillment (a.k.a. Happiness), so I’m sharing my journey. If it is truly obtainable, I will find it, and hopefully you will too.
Michael