thetweakerknownasme
thetweakerknownasme
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I began " Thegirlbehindtheaddiction " blog in 2012 , when I first began using meth. I started off smoking crystal meth at 17 a week after my high school graduation. I have become someone I can not stand by and be proud of. I know I am not defeated but It sure as hell feels that way sometimes. I progressed to intravenous meth use in 2014. I have been arrested 3-5 times in less than a year. I lived on the streets for about year, sleeping behind signs, in dumpsters, in the park, ect. I can not say that any of these things have been the big knock to stop using. The feeling I feel, or lack there of, towards life is wearing on me. I want to have fun, I want to sleep everyday, eat normally, I want to have a job, I want to be able to genuinely laugh and smile, I don't like paranoia, I don't like being so alone, and angry.
If I don't stop this life soon, I can guarantee I won't make it very much longer.
I'm losing my mind pretty quickly .
2012-2014 The beginning stages of my addiction are featured here at the link below :
https://thegirlbehindtheaddicition.wordpress.com
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