universeawakening
universeawakening
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I've been on a long ass journey to get here... To understand finally, what's been going on in my life, w me, and w the universe as I now know it.
I'm here to open the eyes of the curious and open minded. Also, hopefully, the minds of the ones who think they have all the answers. After all, I don't have all the answers, yet. Seek and ye shall find is a motto I go by.
I've sought answers to the questions that I have had since I was a young child. I already "knew" of God.. But not only knew of Him, but had an innate internal relationship w Him. I did however wonder why He would create evil. The evil I choose to call Satan and the demonic. I'm not religious however, please don't mistake this. I'm spiritual. I believe in balance. I know today we as humans are made up of two main components, good and evil. No one is immune, especially me. What do I mean w especially me? I've been diagnosed w bipolar and scitzo effect disorder, which is considered a mental illness. I consider myself to be aware, not Ill. It's taken over 20 years since I had to "lose my mind" and get on the crazy train, so to speak (thanks Ozzie) lol.. And I had the ride of my life! I was in and out of jails and mental hospitals for apx 12 years offs and in. Why? Because you could say I became fully possessed w Satan. It was part of the process to get me to arrive where I am today... I've with the universe, and understanding human nature to the unth degree. My mind has been thoroughly explored and I've experienced all walks of life, from behind born w a silver spoon, sexual abuse as an infant, ostracized as a young girl in school, drug addiction, alcoholism, bulimia and slight anorexia, multiple abortions, sexually promiscuity, finding sobriety, high popularity in high school, trauma from first love leading me back to all the previous disorders to be reactivate, marriage to a professional in the field of education who was sexually abusive and physically abusive, having a daughter and twin bird 15 no from each other. My alcoholism got extreme as a result of the eminence stressors. I found recovery and became Cian and suffer for 4 years in which I flourished for the first time in life, only to find my body break down into the forth year of my recovery, leading me back to addiction. I became bedridden with fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue for apx 4 years, in which took my mothering of my children away and my duties as wife. Into the forth year of this chronic illness, I finally snapped completely, and I succumbed to reaching for God in such a way that the day I did this, Tyger universe began working in me, very intensely.
I will further tell my story if this because this by far is the most important occurrence I have ever had in my entire existence. Into that 4th year, divorce was inevitable. My journey into a realm that was originally far more powerful than me began. This the possession of my being from an entity that actually showed me things of our world and human nature for what is really worth, and the truth behind all the lies that have permiated our world for centuries. This is the reason I'll be blogging, to teach everything I have learned as a result of both worlds we have in all our lives, working on me to understand the truth, and the truth has set me free, and my hope is to set all the captives free. It won't be an easy feat, but I'm in this fur the long haul, no way I'm turning back. I've gone as far as I've could go to where I now have a relationship w the spirit realm more than I do humans in my present life. I hope this will change and my relationship w the physical world will return, only in a way that it can no longer destroy me, but that I may heal anyone willing to take this ride with me.
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