iamanisland1952
| Forum role | Member since | Last activity | Topics created | Replies created |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| Member | Dec 17, 2018 (8 years) |
3 years | 1 | 1 |
- Forum role
- Member
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Dec 17, 2018 (8 years)
- Last activity
- 3 years
- Topics created
- 1
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- 1
Bio
Born and wasn’t raised; I just got older in the Texas panhandle until my father remarried when I was 12 and moved us all to Kansas. At the age of 70 all I want is to go home again to spend whatever years I have left.
Finally got moved back home to Texas. We lucked into a beautiful home with the help of a va home loan. So much happier here for the first month but health problems took away my last hope of healing. I again have no reason or desire to live. I will never get better and my end will be most unpleasant so I fail to see the point in continuing to try. I hope every day for something to put me out of my misery but every day I grow more impatient so I’ve begun planning one final try. If I am unsuccessful again I will lose the last thin thread of sanity.