mariaangelasthoughts0722
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Hi Everyone
Thank you for stopping by and reading my page MariaAngelasThoughts.
First let me say I am not a professional writer. I tend to write things that just come to mind. My thoughts are faster than my hands, so I may go off the subject just to end up where I started. I tend to write just for me, so please keep that in mind when you read my post. I may repeat things just to go back to the beginning. I've never really shared my thoughts or writings with anyone. So with that being said......
Again, Welcome to MariaAngelasThoughts. This page is exactly that, my thoughts and writings on love, pain, heartache, kids, family, relationships. happiness, hurt, sex, the past, the future, betrayal, friendships, goals, achievements, just about anything that comes to mind that day.
The writings will be my opinions only. I know I will get negative comments at times. That is fine, just so you please keep in mind that we all have different opinions, let's not "attack" anyone for having different thoughts on a subject. I welcome you to speak your mind freely but respectfully. I believe too many people suffer alone in fear what others may think about them.
Writing has been my outlet so to speak. I've tried the therapy sessions and it really didn't help. I didn't like sitting in a stuffy office with someone going down a check list asking me "how does that make me feel". No offense to anyone that is in that profession it just didn't work for me. I've been writing down my poems and thoughts for a long time. Up until now I haven't really shared them, so this is all very new for me.
I am a 43 year old mother of 3 boys. One is 21 and the others are 9 year old twins, yup quite an age difference, can you say "surprise"!
I have been a "step-kid" and a "step-parent". I have loved and lost, I have had heart-ache, I've been living with the most unbearable heartbreak. I fight depression everyday, I struggle everyday to be a good mom, lover, sister, friend, aunt and an overall better person. I've lived through the unthinkable betrayal to a child. I was a victim now a survivor. I've had terrible chapters in my life, I've had good chapters. I've been on the highest of highs and the lowest of lows. But I get through it.
Music has always been there for me when I felt like no one else was. I love music, all kinds with the exception of a few genres. I will talk about songs in my writings and how I feel it relates to my mood at that moment. I feel music/song is a way for us to speak when the words won't come out on our own. I can listen to a song and remember moments in my life just by that song.
So if you want to join me with thoughts on love, family, hurt, pain, happiness, sadness, kids, sex, relationships, just the overall roller coaster ride we call LIFE, please do. We can laugh at each other, or just at me. We can cry for one another, we can hopefully heal some of the pain for each other, or we can just be an nonjudgmental, respectful ear to lean on in times of need. We can be here for one another when you feel like you have no one else to turn to. Hopefully together we can achieve our personal goals from this page. What ever they may be. I'm here to help myself move on and start really living life. If I can't do that for myself, then maybe I can help someone else achieve it.
Thank you
Sending good thoughts
Maria Angela